double standards
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“Why don’t you just ask me to do what you want me to do? Why all this…nonsense of ‘what should I do about…?’ You know you really want me to take him to school!”
I really regret my tone now. I know why it irritates me that she [...]
double standards
Tuesday, June 28, 2005 dear God all this…
Tuesday, June 28, 2005
dear God
all this talk about darkness. yet you wait patiently in my heart…after all, that is what in-dwelling means; i worship the one within, the Other. i stir up within me the presence of peace. you pass all understanding. i pay homage to the heavenly one. i enter the gate. you [...]
merde (anag: me red)
merde
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2005/06/27 8.45 am
“I take it you are there?”
I was mildly annoyed. She knew that I worried. Every morning when she left to take kids to school or to go anywhere for that matter, I said a ritual, yet heartfelt prayer. “The Lord protect you on the road!”. This [...]
world’s fool
scaryme
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i stood there by the precipice
my whole life lived by hit-and-miss
i couldn’t see drop beneath my feet
at the heels of life had i been yapping
been sippin’ at life and merely lapping
my life up to now was based on self-deceit
the more i thought the more i wondered
if moments fleet [...]
Rocky Horror Show
And crawling on the planet’s face
Some insects called the human race
Lost in time, and lost in space
And meaning
SEEMS LIKE IT DOESN’T IT….But it’s not true. Here is the meaning of life. People, hearts, beauty. Serendipity and happenstance
And here you are just looking into my eyes
And there I see the love you can’t disguise
You gather [...]
Later…
Facing the black hole is fear personified. I am scared I will lose control of my bodily functions if I face the fear and pain that are covered by the rage. I cannot even want to want to go there. When the buffers of everyday life are removed, all that stares me in the face [...]
sorrow is not soon forgotten nor bitterness, decei…
sorrow is not soon forgotten
nor bitterness, deceit-begotten
sadness is not often sweeter
than trust that’s freely given
foolisheness is a weak reminder
that cruelty is seldom kinder
I squeal with exhilaration and fear as my older brother speeds me around the playground on my tricycle. The weeping willow chortles uncharacteristically as we brushed his drooping tendrils. Then a HIS [...]
