the future always looms
possibilities
problems in disguise
problems
possibilities in disguise
the cure?
live one day at a time
ever present
pray for today
he is God of
the now
the was
and the will be
we are people floating ever
on the edge of eternity
the wave
where only
our next move
can make a difference
maktub…
it is writtenso relax and let him be God
i sure as hell aren’t
anxiety
meditation 11 July 2005
From Sacred Space Daily Devotional
The Presence of God
To be present is to arrive as one is and open up to the other. At this instant, as I arrive here, God is present waiting for me. God always arrives before me, desiring to connect with me even more than [...]
thoughts on denial
I have often thought of why it is so easy to cry about a beautiful sunset of some classical music, or to allow my heart to be melted by some poignant moment on TV in a series, when my heart is so numb to my real deep pain and anguish. Now that I am trying [...]
thoughts of relating to God
Everything takes work. If you love somebody you have to cultivate them. It’s the law of the universe. Entropy. Anything left to its own devices will degenerate. Put that together with an innate human propensity towards laziness and you have a potential disaster. And I am not talking about my marriage, in spite of the [...]
you win i lose
I have been looking around at some blogs. This is really the most amazing tool. Everybody gets to say their say. I suppose that it takes a certain type of person to blog. Not everybody could be bothered to put stuff out there in the vain hope that somebody might just see it and say [...]
meditation
from the Jesuit Site “Sacred Space” (link in the bar to the right)
The Presence of God
God is with me, but more, God is within me.
Let me dwell for a moment on God’s life-giving presence
in my body, in my mind, in my heart,
as I sit here, right now.
ME…
Let me just allow that thought to penetrate my [...]
REJECTION
REJECTION
I don’t believe that after 7 years you could just discard me because I choose a different life. Honestly I would have thought that you’d be happy for me. It’s not like we shared a life together anymore. I suppose you believed that in choosing against your lifestyle I chose against you… have you never [...]
In the Light
…this morning i feel low. it seems that is all i say on this blog. i don’t always feel moved to blog when i feel good. then i am too busy doing other stuff.
i feel tense and anxious. it seems like there is too much that can go wrong. i probably don’t trust that God [...]
In the Light
…this morning i feel low. it seems that is all i say on this blog. i don’t always feel moved to blog when i feel good. then i am too busy doing other stuff.
i feel tense and anxious. it seems like there is too much that can go wrong. i probably don’t trust that [...]
reaching out
reaching out
Originally uploaded by dampies.
touch me
i need the strength
i need to know i’m not alone.
all my desperate minions
divided and separate
splinters of soul
i need the sense of your heart
close to mine
today i am alone
no matter how many
mingle and mill where i am
so i
reach out
i tremble
tremble
tremble…
