Yesterday I flew to Durban to be with my dad who turned 80. This in itself was feat of quite some extraordinary magic as only the Lord can produce. Through a most amazing circumstance I have reestablished contact with an old lover from times gone by, and some healing occurred. During a councelling session [...]
down-down
its all supposed to be
verry verry jolly
the new year is at hand
great
but deep inside my heart
the fear pools coldly
if only i could stop
stop
If only I could
if only I
If only
If
meaning comes and goes
there’s never enough of it
its like lunch
you seem to need it once day
I mean how much can one person eat?
what do we do over [...]
oh my goodness
I hate it when this happens
Just when I thought I had the answer
the question strikes back
and morphs again to be
something different again
WHAT’S THE EFFING QUESTION?
So needy I seem to be
so much I hate that state
I beg for crumbs
from those to which
I least want to appear needy.
I can’t help it
This poem is going wrong
maybe its not [...]
